Tolworth Hospital

Acacia unit has really helped me with my diagnosis and treatment throughout the years.

I went today for work was really nice place all staff wear friendly and helpful
I have put some site maps up to help other people find their way around when they go

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I found all the staff excellent, some were exceptional. That's all that matters when you're in hospital.

Great staff, deserve 5 stars. They know what they are doing.

Very helpfull professionals.

Great environment to be in

Great hospital for small medical problems

EXCELENTĂ

Good support staff most of the time. Sometimes ignorant, but usually good talks held to help patients & staff maintain good relations.

Hello everyone I hope you are happy today 9billion people will experience this day in a different way.

I am experiencing my day by writing my problems and thinking that is how I experiencing my days and that is how I experience my weeks and I experience my months the same way I experience my years this way too.

My mother had these questions .Everyday I came home from school thinking why don't people like me why don't I have many friends and why do people find me annoying when I am always a nice girl and I try very hard to fit in

And talk to people and act normal but I never knew why
But now I know why I know why I was different I know why I am different and it isn't my fault only now I realised what is wrong with me and that unfortunately not because of my own being not my fault

That I had to make changes in my own life just to be able to communicate on a personal level with another human being

Autism is like a window it's all foggy and your standing on on one side of it and your trying to look out and you can kind of make out a picture outside but it's blurry and you have to come up with the details yourself

And sometimes they're right sometimes they're not anxiety is uh
It's this dark black void that just hangs over you like a rain cloud it's pouring it doesn't stop it feels like happiness was a lie
And all I ever felt was just dark
That there's just this dark force just crowding around me
And every decision that I make

Every step I take everything I think it's just life telling me that I am not good enough and I never was and I never will be

If I could turn it off I would Theres uh
There's this monster I think that lives inside the minds of people like me
That just says these little things
All through the day like
How You are worthless

Nobody loves you you are just crazy
You are just a crazy person
And you will never be better
You will be ill for the rest of your life

And you are going to die and noones going to care and uh
Practise and defiance helped to make that monster a little bit less noisey but when you call someone crazy
Or insane
You might be feeding that monster

Giving it the fuel to pipe up and hurt that person just a little bit more Maybe to the point where they go home and put a rope around their neck

You know do something to hurt themselves or someone that they love....

It's funny how ah
How much more langue can effect somebody then you might think
.

I am not just someone with autism and anxiety I am a young girl
I like to write I can write a lot
I can write my feelings and I write down a lot :)
I watch YouTube
I listen
I love animals
I love music
I have pets that love me I take care of them
I try and. Comfort people but online
I am nice normally online people can be mean online

I used to be funny
And sometimes make people laugh
I don't think I am funny
But people used to think I was

I am not the right person to judge
I like seeing it rain I like rainbows
I like things just like everyone else
Does too

I have rabbits and a cat
You don't know what everyone has been through and what they have seen :(

Or where they have been and words are powerful and they can be strong enough to alter or devastate or even end a life it is important to pay attention to what you say

I am not crazy I am not odd I am not wrong there is nothing wrong I am different
Different from you

And you are different too
You are different from me

Variegated.

I was admitted here around a year ago for weekly check ins, where I went in either everyday, once every other day, or twice a week - until I was let go (only went for like 2 weeks btw). The service is actually horrible, was not helpful at all. I was referred by the hospital after an incident, and I thought I was finally getting help.. to my surprise it was not help. I would come in, stay there for under thirty minutes getting asked the same question everyday.. as if my answers would change? I dont see how this is beneficial at all.. When talking about my issues I would be hit with fake concern "oooh, that doesnt sound good".. They also decided to say that I was presentable, which makes no sense because just because I looked "good" it did not mean I was okay. Honestly useless service, made me feel worse going there IMO. If I could rate this zero, I would.